He is protecting me

grace,Jesus saves


The constant sadness, confusion, emptiness and frustration inside of me..
I didn’t understand why I kept feeling this way. I felt like I am at the right place doing the right thing but, the emptiness didn’t go away. WHY? 

I prayed, l listened, I followed, and yet something just felt off all the time. At times I felt like I’m reading the messages wrong or maybe God has something else in store for me but I couldn’t understand it because I felt like he lead me this way. He answered me through scripture. At some points things just happened and it felt right. The clients, the studio, the support from some families and friends. The obstacles and downfalls was maybe just the evil one’s plan to make me fail. At least that’s what I thought…

In my post “Broken Wings” I pretty much explained how down and out I felt because of something that happened recently. How I’ve been questioned being a “yoga teacher” as a woman of God. It was hurtful and I felt the people I thought should support me are against me. ( I was wrong) I do feel the approach should’ve been different. I decided to keep praying about it and to only hold on to God and no one else. Last week God sent a other woman of God my way. She asked for health and fitness advice and I felt so good because “yay! God is still on my side. Things are happening”. To my shock she said she don’t want to do ” yoga” because she is saved. My response was “me too and it is not for any other spiritual benefits” but she stood by what she believed is right. It made me think a lot and I prayed about it because I felt like there is something I do not know. I needed guidance from God only. 

Oh how wonderful is Jesus our saviour! I did some research and prayed. The reason why I always felt like I’m doing something wrong is because of the holy ghost trying to stop me from doing ungodly things. To take on a path or journey that is not from God. I came across the story of a former yoga/reiki teacher truth behind yoga. I thank God for this woman of God sharing her testimony across the world.

It feels like a huge weight off my shoulders. I am feeling good because I want to be a obedient child of God. I want to put Jesus first in everything I do in my life. I  plan to keep it that way.

The burning worldly desires almost destroyed me. I am feeling blessed and happy. I do have a regular client now to help losing weight and reach fitness goals. I am still going forward with my fitness journey and still have a lot in my mind. 

If you are a child of God saved by the grace of Jesus I do hope this post and link I shared will touch you. And I pray that God will touch everyone reading it and to get a true understanding.

Let’s Stay Happy and Healthy

A poem of comfort

comforting poem

Hi Everyone! 

Happy Wednesday! 

Today I feel like sharing this comforting words I wrote. I believe this is Jesus in the times of my weaknesses. It is all up to us to listen to him and feel the love he has for his children.

My heart is not heavy, I do not feel sad or frustrated. Today is a good day however, everyday is a good and blessed day. It just up to us on how we will handle it. 

Let’s stay away from negative people and things in our lives. Embrace and appreciate the people and things that add value to your life.

Yay! To more happy days! 




My dearest,

Spread your wings and fly; Do not ask why, you have the power to reach for the sky; Oh my dearest why do you fear; I am then always here

See yourself through my eye; don’t be blind to your beauty inside

Rise, Spread your wings and fly; Do not ask why; My oh My..

The road is narrow, The road is wide; make your choice and be wise in making your decision; I have a vision for you, Yes it is true; I believe in you

I love you my dear; why do you fear; as I told you already; I am always here..

Spread your wings and fly my dearest


What this Yogini been up to

yoga and fitness Journey

Howdy Everyone!!

Today I decided to write again. Oh my hat! Why do I always take so long????

So here we go. .

I’m doing very well and things are still going and moving forward. (Entrepreneur life)

I am still very positive and try my best to not be stagnant. I am busy building my website (on my own) and it feels like it’s taking forever! But, I can’t afford a professional at the moment so I need to take my time doing it right before I publish it. I don’t want to make a fool of myself publishing nonsense. At least I do my research and someone with experience offered to help.  

I am progressive when it comes to my home practice and I love seeing myself grow. I honestly want to spend more time on my mat because I feel I can do more. Life happens and I just need to find the balance as my circumstances just feel soooo much more difficult than others ( I know it isn’t ;)) 

So, I am at the studio I rent on Saturdays and I trust and believe God will send more clients my way. As usual my impatience gets the best of me. Being mindful and understanding the process helps a lot. I am doing research on how to up my marketing and I must say it’s quite helpful.
I love getting inspired by others and try my best to stay away from comparison. There are people coming a person’s way trying to compare you with others (very annoying). But, I am a content Yogini and strongly believe in what I stand for.

Thank you for staying connected. I love reading your blog posts and keep in mind… I AM INSPIRED



New Yogi, full of ideas

Yogi in progress

Everything is going so well with the start of my business. I am busy getting all small nits and grits out of the way first. As I do not have any extra money or capital things are going a bit slower than the usual. But I am happy with how things are falling in to place.

I’m done with my first client and I am happy with what I achieved. Her goal was to shrink her waist and tone. Hoping she will continue working hard and follow my advice.

My first outdoor yoga event was successful too. We had a nice picnic too 🙂

So yes (sigh), after the holidays it’s hard work again. Getting a studio, photographer, building a client base..

I’ve found my purpose, I feel confident and content.

Yoga is just Amazing!!

Diagnosed with measles(still positive)

Hi all!

I hope you are doing all good. I’ve been in bed since Monday with measles. But I am still blessed and thankful God is by my side.

I’m just laying here thinking, it is almost December and I will be a qualified Yoga Teacher(exciting stuff).

I won’t be able to attend this weekend’s class but at least I can make up. I am using this time in bed to prep my page, website, research pricing, venues, and many more. Contacted my friends to book them, making sure they know I am getting started now. Good to start with friends so they can be the critics for now hehehe.

Even though I am laying here very worried that I won’t be better by Monday, I am still positive. This

weekend will be a wonderful weekend indoors with my family.

Stay positive what ever challenge you are facing, God never forsake us. Don’t give up on your hopes, dreams and beliefs.

Dream Believe Achieve


Is it worth holding on…

I decided to befriend them. I made the choice.

In everything I do my whole entire life, they’ve been there for me. In fact, they still are. I can’t help to say or ask myself sometimes if it is worth holding on to them. When anxiety takes over, it’s to go to them because they are so Positive, so Strong. When I am in the dark hole it’s as if I do not want to see the light at the end. I just want to sit and stare at the darkness, punishing myself. Deep inside my friends will always reach out, not giving up on me because we are part of each other.


To keep trying, to keep pushing and not give up. No matter how tough it gets, to hold on and keep moving.

Well, I can’t help asking myself sometimes… Why don’t you just give up, stop being ambitious, be like some people who don’t live life but only exist.

But that’s not who I am, it’s not how and what I feel. I can remember from the day I could think and understand, I knew I want to mean something in life. I knew I can be more.

I’ve always had Determination by my side.


Mostly Self-motivation.

The ability to do, push and reach something without the influence of others. Yeah, that’s pretty much how it’s been my whole life. However, I must add that I do appreciate those who takes the time to motivate me, especially the ones who sometimes don’t realize it. Sometimes people just say or do something without realizing the impact they have in someone’s life.

I go nowhere without Motivation, it keeps me strong and remind me of my goals.


It comes with Determination. When I put my mind to something I stick to it. I know discipline comes with it, and yes, I can be well disciplined. I don’t like failing without trying, I will not set a goal and not reach it. Unless, unforseen circumstances arise and changes needs to be made. I can handle change but, not pushing through is not part of me.


Without Courage none of it is possible. Courage needs to eat, drink and sleep with me. In today’s life, Society, the people… I need Courage. It keeps me focused on what’s my needs, beliefs and priorities. It is not always easy, the struggle is real. But I know in my ♥ Heart, God gave me Courage.


As a child of God, I firmly believe he is by my side at all times. I know he got big plans for me. I just need to have faith, walk in his footsteps and not the world’s.

With Faith comes Wisdom. God wants what’s best for us, but he gave us Choice. If we are focused on the wrong things and don’t listen to the voice of God, we lack wisdom.

It can be hard sometimes. But I have Faith
My Health and Fitness journey is tuff but I love it. It made me a better person. I am a go getter, I am strong. Mentally, Physically, and Spiritually.


Valentine’s Day

Camps Bay

I wanted to share this post on Valentine’s day, but my week is quite busy. Well, it is the month of Love so I will be sharing it anyway.

My View

For some reason I do not like celebrating this day with gifts ect. I have a husband who literally makes each and everyday a day of love. He is so affectionate, kind, loving and Crazy Lol But he always makes sure I feel loved and cared for each and every day.

He knows I do not want him to buy me gifts on this day but, he still does…

I think I feel this way because he already do so much for me. He buy my clothes, shoes, make up, fitness magazines, cellulite creams, and on top of that he helps with Everything In the house. He is a awesome cook, yum yum I can’t get enough of his food. 

To wrap it all together, God blessed me with a great man.

I still can’t really say why I do not want to celebrate this day, and even though I am thankful for the gifts from him and my little boy, I still feel the same. PS: I got them gifts too…

So, my view… It’s a day of great memories and got a beautiful meaning to it. I do not dislike or hate it, I just don’t feel like celebrating it.


I am actually glad there are such days, because not everyone is blessed with a passionate, loving, romantic partner. So, these days will be the days they are looking forward to, as that’s the only time their partner will show affection.

I hope everyone will enjoy the month of love, and let’s try our Best to show how much we love each other each and everyday. Because life is so short, let’s share the love while we are still alive and together on earth.

Keep Well and Stay Awesome