Keeping faith


We like to use those words a lot. The words “Have Faith”. We use it in times of discouragement, sadness, heartache, even in our days of joy and happiness.

Believing in something we cannot see, we’re not certain about but, we want or need it so badly we start Believing. I believe in Faith through God. It is not always easy but God always came through for me all my life. Jeremiah 29:11

I am facing negative  energies everyday at my workplace. It is so hard for me, it is three years now. Last year I almost resigned because of what people make me go through. I am already not happy because it’s not where I want to be, but it is helping financially. I am working towards my goal, the career I want. It is just sometimes I feel I am stuck at my day job, where if I had to be outside working harder and more productively towards my goal, success will be achieved.

I feel I am saying I have faith in God but, am I fooling myself? Inside of me I have this burning desire to just do what I need to do in order to reach my goals. I already prayed about it, God already answered me, but here I am… Stuck with doubt. 

So, yes I do sometimes question my faith. But, I am human. I sin everyday, I make mistakes and I repent. I ask for forgiveness and move forward to better myself as a true believer.

Everyday is a new day, new challenges, new everything.

I won’t give up, because Jesus will never give up on me.

Let’s Keep Faith

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Valentine’s Day

Camps Bay

I wanted to share this post on Valentine’s day, but my week is quite busy. Well, it is the month of Love so I will be sharing it anyway.

My View

For some reason I do not like celebrating this day with gifts ect. I have a husband who literally makes each and everyday a day of love. He is so affectionate, kind, loving and Crazy Lol But he always makes sure I feel loved and cared for each and every day.

He knows I do not want him to buy me gifts on this day but, he still does…

I think I feel this way because he already do so much for me. He buy my clothes, shoes, make up, fitness magazines, cellulite creams, and on top of that he helps with Everything In the house. He is a awesome cook, yum yum I can’t get enough of his food. 

To wrap it all together, God blessed me with a great man.

I still can’t really say why I do not want to celebrate this day, and even though I am thankful for the gifts from him and my little boy, I still feel the same. PS: I got them gifts too…

So, my view… It’s a day of great memories and got a beautiful meaning to it. I do not dislike or hate it, I just don’t feel like celebrating it.

Appreciation

I am actually glad there are such days, because not everyone is blessed with a passionate, loving, romantic partner. So, these days will be the days they are looking forward to, as that’s the only time their partner will show affection.

I hope everyone will enjoy the month of love, and let’s try our Best to show how much we love each other each and everyday. Because life is so short, let’s share the love while we are still alive and together on earth.

Keep Well and Stay Awesome

Regular exercise keeps weight gain away

I’ve been trying a lot of methods of diets before. I must say, ever since I started to follow regular exercises and balancing what I eat, it’s been a success. Yes, regular exercise helps keeping weight off. I try to do it 3-4times a week. Cardio, bodyweight, metabolism and strength workouts. It’s very important to balance the types of exercise.

When you exercise, your body asks for nutritional foods. There is really no satisfaction when you try a take away Burger, a soda, sweets… You can name them. I personally, sometimes use to sip on my husband’s soda, and it actually tastes yach..meaning, I can taste the sugars and unhealthines. I do not desire any take out foods. PS: but my biltong and drywors once a month I want lol

Since last year January I maintained a perfect weight. I just see improvement. I love it and want to encourage everyone, just stay active. It doesn’t have to be a gym, take on parks, beaches ect. It is fun, fit and healthy!

  • Let’s do it for the love of Health 

Happy Child Happy Mom

Happy Not Spoiled

I will always do everything in my power to see that my son is Happy and feel loved.

Every choice I make, I always take in consideration how it will have an affect on my son and family. 

I so badly want to leave my job and start from scratch with my business, do my studies full time. But, I can’t. At the moment things are going well, we are doing good and improvement is there no matter how slow. So, in this circumstances of being unhappy at my job, I need to make things work around it. 

We live close to my Son’s school, I’ve changed my shift from 07:30 to 16:10 in order for me to take my son to school, not too early but 10minutes before school starts.

Since last week, we got a notice our lease are not renewed!!  Oh my hat!! As we on a house hunt or flat, I am getting more stressed and panick. The places either to far or too small. And through all if this I am just thinking of my lil boo 

Yes, sometimes change is good and needed. I do not believe in putting myself in unnecessary uncomfortable situations. I left our predicament in God’s hands, he always look after his children. We looked at a very nice house yesterday, in fact, Perfect. But the area is not what I am use to, I didn’t feel save outside but the inside awesome… Is it enough though?? I am not prepared to put ourselves in danger.

I remember one day we took a drive to Sea Point, taking our boy out for the day. For some reason my husband and I had a fight. He decided not to go anymore, and guess what this scared and fearful mom did.. She drove lol I did not know how or where, but I thought in my mind, I am not going to disappoint my child because two adults are being “stupid” (a word my son believe is swearing)

We get up early in the mornings, so that everything can go smoothly. We want our son to wake up with us kissing and singing him awake everyday. And it works. He go to school knowing his family is happy. When I discipline him, or help him right I always make him understand it’s because I love him, and I need him to understand when he is wrong and to accept being disciplined and learn from his mistakes.

Sometimes I feel I fail as a mommy in certain areas, but I make sure my child is happy, loved  and cared for.

My Mom

I love my mom however, we never had a very close relationship. I grew up at my grandparents. My mom and I use to fight alot when I was younger. I was always angry at her for not always being there for me. I never wanted kids because I was too afraid of making the same mistakes. But I’ve decided to learn from hers.

But as I grew older, I started to realise I can’t punish her for her mistakes. In her weaknesses she still tried, even if I felt she should’ve done more. She did good, she taught me to be a strong woman and to never want to be like the world. I am so grateful for what she did, what she could.

Today I can help her where I can, I prayed a lot about my grudge feelings and hurt. God helped me to overcome it. She us my mom and I will not change her for anything.

Let’s keep iur children happy, even when can’t give them anything. We can always give them Love. Let us not leave them with grudge feelings, hurt and pain. But let them always remember we tried our best.

Let’s Do Health!

I am happy with my progress #fitmomathome

Balancing @Tygerfalls

I want to start off by saying hello to everyone.

I think I am one of the most inactively bloggers. I am working on it though. I love expressing myself and sharing, but sometimes I don’t want to share something unless it has good meaning, or can touch someone out there. I’ve started to be more active on Instagram too, I must be honest as a minimalist it’s a little hard to adapt to some things. I do not believe in having too much social media accounts, I thought Facebook and twitter was enough. But, I have plans to start a business and realised Instagram is very much Needed LoL

My fitness progress

I love it I love it! 

My body, mind and soul feel so good. I am so close to getting my dream legs it’s in believable. And then there’s my arms too.. Ooh the deltoids, and my back. I improved with posture and with a lot of exercises I use to struggle with.

Balancing #fitatwork
Balancing #fitatwork

Everyone say tummy muscles is tuff, but know mentioned thighs!

Oh my Hat! Boy, it is tuff to tone thighs, hamstrings and quadriceps. I can’t believe they don’t make a fuss of that, rather than the tummy muscles. I reached my sixpack goal faster than my thighs. In fact, I am still working hard on it. When I started to do more lunges, donkey kicks, plie squats, bridge poses it really helped a lot.

I am still trying my best everyday. I do not plan to give up. I am the happiest I’ve ever been. Having a lovely happy family. We keep on moving forward, working towards a better “us”. God is always on our side, as this is not only a Healthy journey in flesh, but also spiritually. 

I balance my love for Health and fitness. I see to it that I do not obsess about my body, but mostly keeping it healthy and clean as a child of God.

Find your happy place, eliminate everything that’s toxic to your body, mind and soul. Don’t put your trust in food, (binge eating). Pray regularly, even if it’s about something small as to not eat when you’re not hungry. God wants us to be happy. We do not have to walk with long slender legs, or six packs but remember, your well being is important.

A walk at JackMuller/DanieUysPark

Let’s do Health